Too Many Doses And I'm Starting To Get An Attraction

I managed the murmur off a thanks before I went back to choking. Just then Jimmy came up and kissed me, when he saw the shock in my eyes he grinned and said “The kiss of life” while shrugging.

“You going to come and sit down?” Val said putting her arm around me and guiding me to the edge of the club. We sat down at some chairs, I was still looking at Jimmy then Johnny came into view with his bass. He was near Jimmy, to me it looked like he was going to stay there for all of band practise. In a way I was glad and in a way I was disappointed because I wanted to keep my eyes on Jimmy.

“Places everyone” Matt ordered everyone.

“Ok, just a min” the others said.

“Ok, just hurry the fuck up” Matt said while playing with his microphone.

“You fancy on of them don’t you?” Val suddenly asked me, I was shocked at her question and the way she just came out with it. I looked down at the carpet. I didn’t want to admit it.

“Oh, did you know that Rev is the best lover you could ever have?”

“From the girls that he’s been with”

“Don’t worry Kala, none of them were right for him” Val said putting her arm round me. This reassured me quite a lot.

“Anything the matter?” Matt asked me.

I decided to go off to the toilets so I could de-red. When I was just at the door I heard Jimmy say “I’m gunna go and see her, I have a feeling that she needs someone to go and reassure her”

“Reassure her about what?” someone said, I couldn’t make out who it was.

“That she didn’t make a dick out of herself”

“Oh, why you doing that?” who ever it was seemed very nosy.

“Coz I don’t want her to feel bad” Jimmy seemed a bit agitated by that question.

“Hi Kala” he said while I was opening the door to its full.

“You ready to see my kick ass drumming skills?”

“Well lets be on our way” Matt interrupted.

“Don’t think you’ll be needing a jacket” Johnny said.

“Yeah but someone can sit on somebody’s knee” Jimmy said while winking at me. I couldn’t help but giggle.

“Hop in” Jimmy grinned at me.

“Well you could sit on my lap” his grin became bigger.

“Ok then” I grinned back at him. I started to get in the car, it’s a good job that me and Jimmy are both slim, otherwise we would have been squeezed to death.

“Comfy?” Matt asked.

“Hmm” Zacky, Brian and Johnny answered.

“Yes” I said putting my arm round Jimmy.

“How about you babe?” Matt asked Val.

He started the engine and off we went to wherever they have band practise. I kept on fidgeting, I hoped that Jimmy wasn’t to uncomfortable with me moving around every two seconds. He had his arms wrapped round my waist, I felt so secure within them.

“You ok?” Jimmy asked me.

“Oh, um lets see if your comfier if I do this” he said while grabbing my legs and swinging them to the side of him. His grip was so gentle.

“Comfier?”

“Good” he said smiling at me. I found myself looking into his eyes, he was looking into mine to. I was completely lost I felt as though there was only me and him in the car, all sounds and the feelings of the others in the car went. Then I broke eye contact with him and placed my head onto his chest, I could hear him breathing and his heart beating. It was really soothing like music. Next thing I knew he was stroking my head and smiling at me, but not the way he normally smiles at me he was smiling ever so sweetly. Why is he doing this? What is the reason? Why am I enjoying this?

As I was cleaning up (something I rarely do) I found a piece of paper, I was going to throw it away but I noticed that there was something scribbled on the paper, it said here’s the house phone number, hope to hear from you soon. Love Johnny xx. I felt warm inside with him wanting to keep in contact with me. After some consideration I decided not to ring them, I didn’t want to sound eager.

“Is there something wrong?” one of the waitresses asked.

“Oh…ok…just let me know if you need anything” and she walked away.

“Hey!” he said while walking over.

“How come you haven’t rang us?” he asked while sitting down at my table.

“If we didn’t want you to intrude on us Johnny wouldn’t have gave you our number” my heart started to beat faster the instant I heard Johnny’s name.

“No your ok, I’d rather chat to you”

“Coz you’re a nice girl, I’ve never meet anyone like you before” I could feel myself blushing at his complement, I thought I went red, but luckily I didn’t.

“That’s the truth Kala” he said giving me a smile.

“Hi Kala” he said in his usual cheery way.

“Something like two seconds ago” he grinned.

“What?!? It’s a compliment”

“I’m sorry” Awww he thought I was being serious, how sweet.

“I know” he grinned. This guy is such a joker, that might be the reason why I love him. But why do I love Jimmy?

“Good, then why don’t we pick you up about 1-ish?”

“Awww please stay a bit longer” Jimmy pleaded.

“I’ll drive you home if you like”

He started the engine and I found my self staring at him, I was lost, I felt like I was in a different world. My heart was beating twice as fast. “Is anything the matter?”

“Look Johnny there’s nothing the matter” I snapped at him, I didn’t mean to. He was shocked at my outburst. He didn’t say anything, he just kept on driving. I could tell that he was upset.

“Yeah sure” he said with a little smile, I felt all warm inside but when Jimmy smiles at me I feel as though I’m going to melt. It’s strange that I’m getting feelings for them so quickly.

“No, don’t worry. I enjoyed it, but lets not say anything to the others, let this be a secret between you and me ok?” he said calmly. I was flattered that he enjoyed the kiss.

“Ok then lets go downstairs and see what the others think of your new erm dress shall we?”

“You going to come and sit down?” Johnny asked.

“So Kala are you taken?” Brain asked

“I am” Matt said

“Val”

“Um yes, here you go” he said while passing my his cell phone. I looked at her, she was very pretty. She had blonde straight hair, with brown/hazel eyes.

“No I don’t” Brian said.

“Me neither” Zacky said.

“Nor me” Johnny said, I was a bit happy after he said that, but I was shocked. Now Jimmy’s answer.

“Or me” wow Jimmy isn’t taken!!! How could this be? People round here must have shit taste in men.

“Anyone want a drink?” Zacky asked.

“At least someone in this room uses their manners” Zacky said smiling at me. He had a really cute smile but Jimmy’s is cuter I thought.

“Fine then I’ll help you, don’t get your knickers in a twist” Brian said.

“If you say so Zacky, we all know you love to try them on, actually make that thongs” Brian joked, while giving Zacky a quick nudge. I giggled, it was obvious that Brian was the joker of the group.

“No problem” Brain said smiling at me, I smiled back.

“Don’t they put anything good on nowadays?” It was a rhetorical question so I didn’t bother answering it.

“Not at all” He smiled at me again. Why does he keep smiling at me? Could it be the same reason I keep smiling at him?

“Come on Kala wake up, I’ve made dinner”

“About 2 and a half hours” I saw it was Zacky who had woken me up.

“No I don’t, you not the only one who fell asleep” I looked to my left and saw that Johnny had fallen asleep to and still was. He looked so sweet and innocent while asleep.

“Why don’t you wake Johnny up while I get your dinner?”

“Hey, will one of you guys bring a towel down and I’ve got someone to introduce to you all” Jimmy shouted up the staircase.

“What have I told you Rev about brining chicks home?” he joked. He had extremely large muscles and tattoos all the way up his arms, he was a bit smaller than Jimmy. He scared me a bit, I took a step back.

“Oh, that’s my stage name” Jimmy said.

“Yeah, I’m in a band called Avenged Sevenfold, I’m the drummer”

“yeah, these are my band mates” pointing to everyone in front of me.

“This is Matt his stage name is M.Shadows” pointing to the guy who I found scary. I held out my hand for him to shake, his grip was firmer than Jimmy’s

“This is Brian, stage name Synyster Gates” I like the sound of his stage name, he had muscles too and tattoos all the way up his arms again, he seemed to have mostly monsters tattooed on his arms. He had long black, straight hair. It was amazing. I shook his hand, his grip wasn’t as firm as Matt’s or Jimmy’s.

“This is Zacky, stage name Zacky Vengeance” another cool stage name. he was smallish compared to the rest of the guys, again he had tattoos up his arms. His hair was dyed black and purple, I looked into his eyes they were very friendly. I shook his hand, his grip was firm.

“And last but not least we have Johnny, stage name Johnny Christ, well that’s if we decide to have him part of the band seen as our current bassist is being a bastard” he was way smaller than the rest, he had tattoos but not the vast amount that the others had, he looked really cute and sweet. I took an instant warming to him, his hair was blonde with black patches here and there. I shook his hand, he didn’t have a firm grip.

“Everyone I’d like you to meet Kala”

“Hi” they all said together

“Hey, your shaking are you cold?” asked Jimmy

“Here we go” he said wrapping the towel around me.

“No I don’t” he said while looking through his closet.

“Here we go” he said pulling out a shirt

It was a rainy, gloomy day. I was standing out side the supermarket waiting for the bus to come. My clothes were soaking wet. Couldn’t the bus come any quicker I thought to myself. Just then my bags split.
 “shit!” as the contents spilled all over the wet floor.
 I bent down to pick them up, but everything was falling out of my arms. I couldn’t carry all of it.
 “Can I help you there?” a mans voice asked behind me. I turned round and looked up. He was very tall, his hair was amazing. It was longish but spiked up at the back, his eyes were blacked out. It took me a few seconds to reply.
 “Um yes please” I said still admiring his hair, I looked down his body and I saw he had loads of tattoos, they were amazing a whole array of them.  I looked down again and saw he was wearing two belts, this confused me a bit.
 “Is there something wrong?”
  “Huh? Oh no, just thinking” I didn’t want to admit I was admiring him, I thought it would sound a bit perverted seen as I didn’t know him at all. But he seemed friendly, I was warming to him quite fast considering the amount of time I’ve been in his company.
 “Oh ok” he said with a little smile. I smiled back at him.
 He bent down and started helping me with the shopping sprawled all over the floor. I noticed he had muscles, they flexed as he was picking up a few items. I couldn’t help but look at them, his tattoos looked even more amazing.
 He caught my eye, I quickly looked down and started picking up my shopping.
 “Here, put your things into my bag” he said opening his carrier bag. I placed what I had in my hands in there, I noticed he had bought a few packs of beer and a bottle of Jack Daniel’s.
 Wow this guy drinks a lot I thought. He saw me looking at all the booze.
 “It isn’t all for me, it’s for me and my mates that I live with”
 “Oh, cool” how did this guy know I was thinking about the drink? Was it that noticeable?

We got up and both brushed our selves down.
 “By the way my name’s Jimmy, Jimmy Sullivan” he said holding out his hand, I took it and shook it. He had a firm grip.
“Mines Kala, Kala Barton”
 “Sweet, um do you want a lift home? I have a feeling that the bus is going to be ages”
 “Yes, thank you” I put on a smile. Even though I’d only known him for a while I felt as though I could trust him and that he was a generally nice guy to be around.
“Good, then follow me, where do you live?”
 “About 20 minuets away”
 “Well my place is 5 minuets away, want to come home and meet my mates and dry off?”
 “Um yes ok, that’s very kind of you”
 “No problem” he said with a smile. I was really warming to Jimmy.
 We walked into the parking lot, even though the rain was pouring down I felt as though the sun was shining. It was a strange feeling, was it being in the presence of Jimmy that was making me feel like this?
 We came to a huge expensive looking car.
 “Well here we are”
 “Wow, is this really your car?” I was amazed at the size of the car, it must have cost quite a lot from the look of the interior.
 “It sure is”
 “Cool”
 “Well lets get these in the boot of the car, and set off instead of standing here in the rain” he seemed like a cheery kind of guy. I’d only known him for something like 15 minuets and I was already making judgements about him.
 He opened the passenger door for me, I just smiled at his gesture. He seemed like a real charmer. He closed the door and sat in in the drivers seat.
 “Comfy?” he asked
 “Yes”
 “Good, then we’ll be on our way”

Are you in touch with your feminine side?

 "I've always been a very boyish biy. I love women and I think I understand them - it's all about human emotions and I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings. But i definietly think I'm more masculine than feminine. I just happen to like wearing make-up."

If you ran over a fox and it was still moving would you get out of the car and finish the job?

 "Absolutley, bacause that would be a mercy killing. I'd feel horrible about it but if there was any chance I could save it i would. I'd love a pet fox but if there was no way to save its life then you couldn't just leave it to suffer."

Have you ever killed your own food?

 "Yes, actually. I've been on several fishing trips and after you've caught the fish, you kill and you eat them. I don't think there's anything wrong with that - it's a natural process. It's human nature and that's what any animal has to do in the wild in order to eat."

If the band were sold into white slavery, who'd fetch the highest price?

 "Definiely Johnny Christ because he could be used for all sorts of manual labour. We made him load the gear on many occasions back in the day. He'll work his ass off where the rest of us would rather lay over and die than do any manual labour."

When was the last time you pucked?

 "Just before this European tour we had four days off and I got this horrible, horrible flu off our guitar tech. I spent the entire four days throwing up from the moment I got home. It was pretty nightmareish."

As a kid did you prefer spaceships or dinosaures? 

 "I was all about the dinosaures. I actually had a collection of toy dinosaures and books and stuff. I was fascinated by the fact that something walked the Earth hundreds of millions of years ago and still I can't quite comprehend it now. We don't really know anything about what happened to them other than that they existed and they're definitely not here any more"

Motley Crue's 'The Dirt' - cautionary tale or lifestyle giuidebook?

 "It's more a coutionary tale in that it's all about the crazy stuff but written with the benifit of hindsight. I think if you're inspired to try and act in a certain way bacause of something you read then there's something wrong. You can certainly ruin your life if you let any one thing get out of hand."

If you overheard a gigantic jailbird saying 'I will have vengeance' would you be worried?

 " Yes. I would run. Or shoot him."

If you had the power of invisibility where would you go first?

 "Now where could I get access to the most naked women? Or maybe I could rob a bank. Actually Hugh Henifer's Playboy Mansion. Money and girls in the same spot. That would be a good place to be invisible at."

What's the worse thing someone can do on a tour bus?

 "The worst thing anyone can do on a tour bus is definitely shit, because they're not made to handle that and everyone has to breath the same air. Either that or play rap music at four in the morning as loud as it goes. Both of which have been done..."