Too Many Doses And I'm Starting To Get An Attraction

<My POV>

Me, Matt and Rev were in Rev’s living room. His house is huge. We were just talking about random things. We did get onto the subject of the band a few times. Every now and then Matt smiled and showed his amazingly cute dimples, every time he did I couldn’t help but think ‘Awww’. Rev was really polite and nice.

“Yes please”

“Of?”

“ ‘Cause the last time I drank with you I ended up getting pissed out of my mind” I grinned.

After a while I started to feel a bit dizzy. I thought it would pass and then I started to feel a bit sickly and again I thought it would just pass. I stood up and I just blacked out.

<Rev’s POV>

Just before Charlotte had passed out she did look a little peaky but I didn’t say anything because I thought it would seem rude. I don’t know why but I always get a bit panicky when people pass out even more so when it's a female. Matt lifted her up and laid her on the sofa. I moved out of the way. He looked at his watch.

“I should be making tracks”

“Ok”

<Matt’s POV>

I could tell from Rev’s expression that he didn’t know what to do.

“Just wait until she comes round” He nodded.

“I’ll let myself out”

“Ok bye”

“Bye” I made my way to the front door and let myself out.

<Rev’s POV>

I did as Matt said. I sat at the edge of the sofa and waited for Charlotte to come round. After a while she did.

“What happened?”

“You fainted and banged your head” She lifted her head and threw up onto the carpet.

“Sorry”

“Do you want a cushion?”

We didn’t talk much. I think it was with her banging her head but she didn’t stop smiling for a second.

After a while I noticed that she had fallen. I didn’t bother to wake her because she looked so peaceful in her sleep that I didn’t want to disturb her. I went upstairs and got a spare blanket. I placed it over her. She had stopped smiling by now but when I put the blanket over her she smiled a little. I reached over and moved the hair out of he face.

<My POV>

Its been a few days since I met Avenged Sevenfold. I haven’t been able to come down from cloud nine and been able to get over how sweet Rev and Matt were. Although I did get a really bad hangover the day after thanks to having a drinking competition with them, but I drank Johnny under the table well just about. I couldn’t remember much but the bits I did were great and would remain for a long time.

I made my way to the shopping mall to get some new clothes. I was playing the ‘Waking The Fallen’ CD in my car stereo and taping out the drum beats on my steering wheel .

As I was walking through the parking lot I saw a car that looked quite familiar but I couldn’t place who’s it was.

I went round the mall looking for a skirt. As I was looking round in one particular store I saw a guy who looked like Rev from behind. I thought that it wasn’t going to be him but then he turned around and I saw that it was Rev. I don’t know why but I didn’t want him to see me well that’s if he remembered me but I highly doubt that he does. I went to another part of the store. I looked up and saw that I came to the lingerie. I laughed to myself because it would be kind of funny if Rev found me looking at lingerie, I moved away from that section of the store.

<Rev’s POV>

I saw that girl that I was drinking with the other day. She seemed to have made quite an impression on me. I don’t know if she saw me but she seemed to have gone to a different part of the store. She was one of those fans that you remember. I went looking for her because she seemed cool and a nice person, and she makes a change from all the fans that are trying to get into your pants. I found her looking at skirts.

“Hey” She looked round and smiled, she looked shocked.

“Anything wrong?”

“Anyways how are you?”

“Fine thanks, you?”

“Good. It’s Charlotte isn’t it?”

“Yeah, how did you remember my name?”

“Your one of those fans that stick in our minds”

“That’s a good thing right?”

“Yeah” I chuckled.

<My POV>

I couldn’t believe that Rev remembered me. I thought that I would never meet him again but obviously luck was on my side for once. I don’t know why but I felt a bit special.

“Do you want to come back to my place for a bit?”
“Um yeah, do you mind if I look for a skirt first?” I really needed to get a skirt for my mate’s party.

“Come on then” I smiled.

“Sorry”

“Its ok” I smiled.

“Yeah, thank you”

“To mine then”

“Yeah” He started towards his car.

“Ah I’ve come in my car” Just after I said that Matt came up to us.

“Hi”

“Your that girl that we were drinking with the other day”

“yeah” I couldn’t believe that Matt remembered me as well.

“Would you mind driving my car to mine?”

Its been a year since Jimmy found out about me and Johnny. I’ve lost all contact with the guys and Val. I haven’t been involved with anyone else either. From time to time I look at pictures of me and the guys and of me and Jimmy. When I do, I always feel as though there’s a lump in my throat. Sometimes if I see them walking around I want to go up to them and say ’hi’ but I don’t know how they will react so I don’t. I don’t know if they’ve seen me about but if they have they’ve never come up to me, and if I see Jimmy all the guilt comes flooding back. I always want to go up to him and tell him how sorry I am but I know it isn’t enough, but when I do see him he looks so happy and I don’t want to interfere.

If I’m lying awake at night I often wonder if Jimmy has forgotten about me and whether this is how it’s supposed to be…me, alone for the rest of my life.

A part of me didn’t want to be a part of Jimmy’s life again in case it caused him upset and a part of me wanted to re-enter his life because I love him.

I was walking round town when I saw Jimmy and the guys walking towards me. I didn’t want to turn around in case they recognised me or something like that so I went into the nearest store, and it just so happened that they guys entered the same store. I thought it would look a bit obvious if I went back out of the store so I stayed inside. I heard Jimmy laugh, I couldn’t help but smile.

As I was walking round the store I bumped into someone.

“Sorry”

“Oh hi Kala”

“Hi, I should be going” I turned around and started to walk. I felt Jimmy grab hold of my wrist. I turned around to face him.

“We should go somewhere private”

“Yeah”

We headed off to star bucks. He got us both a coffee. All the time I didn’t look him in the face.

“I’ve missed you”

“Um are you with someone?”

“No you?”

“I dunno”

“How then?”

“I don’t know, I guess my soft spot for him developed into something more” He looked down.

“If I could go back in time and change what happened I would”

“I love you and always will do and I want us to go back to how we were”

“Trust…but I know that’s going to be hard and take time for that to develop” He nodded. I put my gaze onto my mug. Jimmy placed his hand on the hand that wasn’t on my mug. I looked up. He gave me a little smile, I gave one back. He leaned over and pressed his lips against mine. His lips were as soft as I remembered. I placed my hand on to his cheek. He was the fist to pull away. The kiss felt magical. I know that a kiss wasn’t going to make up for everything I’ve done but I wish it was as simple as. I know I don’t deserve him, I know I deserved to be punished by him in some way. I wish he would shout and scream at me, I wouldn’t come anything near to what should happen to me but it would be something.

I’m not going to lose him again. He’s the man that I truly love and from now on I’m going to keep him. I’m not a superstitious person but I believe that some kind of faith brought us back together and we were meant to be.

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“Shit sorry love” He said. I was wringing the beer out of my top as best as I could.

“I see you’re a fan of my band” I looked down at my top and saw that I had the death bat across my chest.

“Yeah” I smiled, he smiled back.
“Do you want to come over and meet the rest of the band?”
“Ok, do you mind if my mates come to” I thought it would be unfair if they didn’t get a chance to meet them.

“Not at all” I went over to Laura and Joelle. Rev followed.

“Huh?” said Laura.

“Well come on then” I got up and so did Joelle. I was becoming more nervous and excited as each second past.

“I’m Charlotte” She said “And this is Laura and Joelle”

“Hi” The guys said, the girls waved. I could tell that they were all equally nervous as each other, I don’t see why because we are normal people.