Too Many Doses And I'm Starting To Get An Attraction

Shes the most amazing girl that ive ever met.

She makes me smile with just about every word she says/writes and makes time fly by.

i love talking to her. and to be honest ever since ive been with her ive been a lot happier.

i honestly think shes the one and i hope that we'll be together for a very long time.

if it werent for buzznet and avenged i dont think we would have met and im glad we have

today at school she kept texting me and the whole day was so shit but when i read her texts at break and dinner time i felt a lot happier and made the day go a bit quicker

i love her so much, i'd never expect someone to love me back but she does and that makes me happy.

she also doesnt mind my "obsession" with a7x which is a good thing.

shes basicly the most amazing girl ive ever met and i love her so much

Matt

Zacky

And...

Rev are down with the flu =(

I hope they get better soon and take it easy.

It hope Syn, Johnny, Jason and Matt berry dont get it but they probably will.

So basicly I hope they they are replacing the bottle of beer with a bottle of day/night nurse

 <My POV>

 It’s been two months since Rev was killed. A lot has happened in these two months, like Chris being sent down for murder and Rev Funeral. I don’t know which was worse because both were as bad as each other. Being in the court room giving evidence brought it all back and at the Funeral felt like I was saying goodbye to Rev for good.

 Matt had been a great help, he’s been there for me. I don’t know what I would do without him to be honest but to be honest I think I’m bothering him a bit too much even though he says I’m not.   

 I was at Rev’s grave. I go there nearly every day; I haven’t got anything better to do. Normally I go by myself but Matt decided to come with me. I walked down the same path; it was quiet apart from the sound of mine and Matt’s feet on the gravel. I used to like walking through grave yards but now I hate them. Revs grave came into view. It didn’t look like it normally did there seemed to be some black writing on it. I went over and read what it said which was “Hope you had a painful death”. I became angry and upset. I heard Matt’s footsteps come up behind me.

<Matt’s POV>

 I read what was on Revs grave. I felt anger bubble up inside me. If I caught who ever did it, I would knock them out. They had no right to do this and to say something like that about a great man like Rev and even more so my best mate. Charlotte looked up at me; I could see the upset in her eyes. I pulled her into my arms.

 “Next time we come we’ll sort it out ok?” she just nodded and then pulled away from me and knelt by his grave. She started to take away the broken glass that was there which used to be a vase. I picked up the flowers that where there.

 “What do you want me to do with these?”

 “Umm put them in the bin” I went over and dumped them in the bin. As I looked around I saw graves that were abandoned, it was like people had forgotten about the deceased completely. It was kind of sad really. I decided to walk around a bit and leave Charlotte to tidy up the grave. It seemed that she had got herself into a system when visiting his grave and didn’t like it to be disturbed.   

 As I was walking around I saw an old woman tending to someone’s grave when she saw me she gave me a look. I could see that she was still grieving the same one I see on Charlotte’s face every day. I went over to a bench and sat. When I was a kid I used to come here and just sit down and think, like lyrics for the band. Of course that won’t happen anymore, we had to split the band up because no-one could ever replace Rev, we also think it would be an insult to him as well. I sat back and sighed heavily.

<My POV>

 I cleared all of the glass away from Revs grave and put it in a pile.

 “I’m sorry about that love. That stupid bastard deserves a kick in the teeth if you ask me and that’s what I plan to do if I ever catch him at it again, well if he does.

 Well umm you probably know that Mr. Bungle is fine and all, I’m finally growing to love him. I can now kind of see why you loved him so much.” I wished there was some reply from him, I always wished it every time I can here and talked to him. It seems weird really but I don’t care.

<Rev’s POV>

 I looked down on Charlotte. She was talking to my grave; she always did that every time she visited it. I wished I could give her some kind of signal to show that I was listening but I couldn’t unfortunately. The person who decided to trash my grave didn’t anger me. I knew people hated me but to do this when I’m dead just made me feel sorry for them because it’s just pathetic to be honest. She looked up and said *I hope your happy up there you bastard” I laughed a bit to myself, she always called me like that. I don’t know why though but I didn’t mind and to be honest it was like she was treating me like the guys used to treat me. It seems weird using all this in the past tense because in like a click of a finger I was messing about with everyone and having the time of my life. I didn’t really regret dying because I had the best life I wanted which was be in a band with all my best mates and find a girl that I love. It’s hard knowing that it’ll be ages before I feel Charlotte in my arms again but it’ll be worth the wait, I want her to lead her life to the full instead of just moping about because of me being a “silly arse” as she said once.   

 As she was getting up she said something that confused me a bit which was “See you soon darling”. She’d never said that before, normally it was “See you one day”. What did she mean by it? I hope it wasn’t something stupid.

<My POV>

 I picked up the glass and put it in the bin then went over to Matt. He looked like he was in thought to I just sat next to him instead of disturbing him. He snapped out of it.

 “You ready then?”

 “Yeah” he got up and started to walk. I walked with him. As we passed Rev’s grave Matt said “See ya mate”

 Matt drove me home; I invited him for a pot of coffee. He came in. while we were sat there drinking coffee we started chatting about what would happen in the future. I really didn’t want to talk about the future, don’t see any point in it.

<Matt’s POV>

 While we were chatting Charlotte’s behavior seemed to be pretty weird. I didn’t bother asking what was up with her because I knew she didn’t like being questioned about her feelings or anything like that. After I had the coffee I left.

The Chapter Isnt Finished But I Thought I Would Just Post This Bit For The Sake Of It Lol.

Right well I went to go see them.

They were fucking awesome dude (Y).

Then I went wondering around Scarborough. And took a pic of their tour bus and these girls were there waiting outside it.

I went to this place thingi then came back to were the tour bus was and when I was walking I saw.....DAVEY DEATH...n case you don't know who that is he is the lead singer of Glamour of the Kill. I waved at him and he waved back. There was a lot of traffic between us so I didn't go over to him. He is soooo tall I bet hes taller that Rev.

Oh and just to let you know in Turn the Other Way I wont be writing two chapters...just one. I keep like nearly crying while writing Revs funeral so if I did do that as a chapter it would never be finished XD

Spend all day with just one Avenged member or 10 minutes with all five?
Hard much ll but spend all day with just one member.

Go to a meet & greet and no concert, or concert and no meet & greet?
Concert, can wait outside there tour bus or summate like that afterwards.

Steal one of Matt's t-shirts or one of Brian's guitar picks?
Deffinatly steal one of Matts T-shirts.

Sing in front of Avenged Sevenfold or sing in front of their fans?
Sing infront of them but I guess both would be as nerve racking as each other lol.

Go on a date with Zacky or just be friends with all five of them?
Be friends with all five.

Get a tattoo with Johnny or perform with Avenged?
Urmmm not really that tough tbh...perform with Avenged.

Be friends with Matt or friends with Brian?

Be friends with Matt.

Touch Matt's mohawk or touch Brian's.. *lacking word to describe gorgeous hair*?
Tocuh Matts Mohawk..so wanna trash it. Well when he has one lol.


Hug Papa Gates or hug whoever the hell Zack's dad is?
Hug Papa Gates....He rocks.

Be picked for Warmness on the Soul or have one of them tell you you're beautiful?
Hard kinda but have one of them tell meh that I'm beautiful....Eve though it'll be a lie.

Have Johnny laugh at something you say or have Jimmy make you laugh?
Have Jimmy make me laugh, bu he makes me laugh like a lot.

Get a bear hug from Matt or a high five from Zacky?
Easyyyyyyy a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG bear hug from Matty boy =P.

Get invited to a concert after party or invited on stage?
Hard....Not...After party fer sure.

Be the star 'love interest' in a A7X music video or record a song with them?
Record a song with them.

Announce A7X on stage or be the opening performer?
Idk...Urmmm...Opening performer.

Arm wrestle Johnny or play wiffle ball with Zacky?
Arm wrestle with Johnny.

Beat box for Zacky while he's rapping or rap with him?
Rap with him but I rather it be Matt.

Learn to play guitar from Brian or to play piano from Jimmy AND Matt?
Learn to play the piano by Jimmy and Matt.

Sing with Matt on stage or dance with Johnny?
Dance with Johnny it seems quite fun.

Get a phone call from Brian or a text message from Zacky?
Get a phone call from Brain.

Go bowling with Matt and Zacky or watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny?
Tough tough but watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny. I'd pretend to be scared if it were a scary one XD.

Trip over in front of Matt or have a blonde moment in front of Jimmy?
Have a blonde moment in front of Jimmy.

Ride in Avenged's bus with all of them or in Matt's car with just him?
Easyyyyyy....Ride in Matts car with just him. I love his car.

Help straighten Brian's hair or help straighten Zacky's hair?
Urmm Brains hair.

See Matt shirtless or see all five boys at a pool at a hotel you're staying at?
Urmm that's pretty hard...urmm BOTH =DDD.

Get an autograph from all of them or get just a hug from them?
Just get a hug.

Get a kiss on the cheek from Jimmy or have all five think you're beautiful?
Get a kiss on the cheek from Jimmy-Bob.

See Johnny in a store while shopping or see Matt in an arcade?
See Matt in an arcade, that would be pretty cool.

Meet just Jimmy and get a hug or meet all five and just get to say hi?
Meet just Jimmy and get a hug from the sexy beast.

Steal Brian's guitar or Jimmy's favorite drumsticks?
Well I couldn't be mean to Jimmy so steal Brian's guitar muahahahaha.

Get a big hug from Val or get a picture with Papa Gates?
Hug from Val of course.

Have Brian notice your sign on stage or have Matt wave at you on stage?
Matty wave at meh.

Meet just Matt and Johnny or just Jimmy and Zacky?
Hard....Jimmy and Zacky. That took a bit of thinking.

Have Zacky smile at you or have Matt laugh at something you say?
Matt laugh at summate I say...I love his laugh.

Have Johnny bring breakfast in the morning or give them gifts?
Give them gifts coz I'm nice like that.

Be on the tour bus at TOC with them or be on stage with them?
Be on the tour bus at TOC, think of all the fun but not in that way.

Get to go backstage at a concert or get 20 minutes alone at a meet & greet?
20 mins alone at a meet && greet.

See Jimmy at KFC or Zacky at McDonalds?
See Jimmy at KFC even though I hate both places.

See Zacky dance in person or hear Johnny attempt to rap in person?
Hear Johnny attempy to rap in person, that would be fuck funny.

Have a dance contest against Jimmy or have a singing contest against Brian?
Dance contest against Jimmy.

Play against Matt in halo or against Brian in guitar hero?
Play against Matty in Halo.

Go on a date with Zacky or see all five in the street and get hugs?
See all five in the street and get hugs.

Meet them at a concert or meet them randomly in Disney world?
Randomly in Disney world.

Well I'm on holiday and to be perfectly honest is a load of fucking shite =(

A few good things are that there's a few golf courses near by, no screaming kids about, a guy that looks like Johnny Chist [I'll try and get a piccie of him], I'm able to have a load of booze. That's about it.

The bad things are that at the moment I'm a bit hungover and people say taking a walk is supposed to clear it...THEY ARE WRONGGGGG, it's too hot for my liking, I have no internet so I have to come to some internet cafe to use it, hardly any fit lads about, no signal on my phone seen as I'm up by a load of fucking mountains and the worst thing is that......MY MUM SAID I WASN'T ABLE TO GO SEE A7X DOWN IN LONDON FOR THE KERRANG SHOW BECAUSE WE'RE UP HERE IN THE LAKES AND GUESS WHAT? WE'RE HOME WHEN THEY'RE DOWN IN LONDON.

Anyways leave me a load of notes and comments to make me feel happy =DDDD

Its a great band from York. Yes finally a great band from shitty Yorkshire.

You probably have never heard of them but go check them out here.

They have toured with some awesome bands but the best one being A7X and the lead singer [Davey Death] loves them. 

The guys personalites are quite like A7X's as well which is cool, so my very own A7X right here in yorkshire.

They did an awesome cover of "Two Minutes to Midnight" by Iron Maiden.

Heres a pic of them...