Too Many Doses And I'm Starting To Get An Attraction

I walked through the empty streets looking for someone to feed upon. The only thing I could hear was the sound of my feet going through the dirty puddles. The splashes of the dirty water splashed against my jeans. Each time they touched my leg I felt a tingle down my spine, I don’t know why I did though but I didn’t care least I was feeling something which is something to be cherished, for me and the monster that I have become. All I know about myself for certain is that I kill without a thought and that is all good.

 As I was walking down the virtually empty streets I could smell blood. It was like candy to me. The smell dominated everything of what I could smell and I instantly became hooked on it. I was now determined to whoever it was and taste their sweet blood. I haven’t fed upon a mortal in a while. So, this would be a treat for me. For this feed I fancied a chase. When there is a chase involved I feel more rewarded when I finally sink my fangs into their soft flesh.

 After a few minutes of trying to find the mortal, I finally found her. She was a tall brunette. I started to follow her. I was glad that she soon caught on that I was following her. She speeded up her pace and so did I. soon I was jogging after her. I could tell that she was getting scared; I couldn’t help but let a smirk spread across my face. With her panicking she ended up going down a dead end. Perfect. I backed her up against the wall. She started to cower in front of me; the fear in her eyes was immense. It was something that I have never seen in any other human that I’ve drank from.

 I slowly walked up to her and place my hands half on her neck and half on her shoulder. This was one of my favourite parts of a killing with me being a vampire, I literally had the power of live or death over every human I came across.

 “Matthew” I heard a familiar voice say behind me just as I was about to feed. I cursed under my breath. I turned around and was greeted by the face of my fellow band member Zacky.

 “We haven’t got much time till the show tonight”

 “Oh ok, I’ll see you later love” I said addressing the last part to the woman. I looked at her to tell her to play along. She simply nodded. I stepped away from her and started to walk towards Zacky. As I was walking away I could still hear her heartbeat. It was slowing down, becoming a more steady rhythm.

 When I got back to the tour bus I quickly had a shower so that the steam would loosen my vocal cords and got changed.

 I sat with the rest of the band, my best friends. We were all laughing, joking, drinking and getting ourselves psyched up for the show. The thing I hated being around them was knowing that I was keeping the secret of being a vampire from them. But it was for the best and so I could live a life as close to normal as possible. They can keep a secret but with this they would probably put me straight into a mental institution.

 I could hear the shrieks of the crowd and them chanting “Sevenfold”. It was deafening to a mortal but to me it was worse. My senses are a lot more powerful and stronger. They need to be for obvious reasons. I stepped out onto the stage and instantly the crowd became louder. The noise that they were producing could literally lift the roof from the building. The rest of the band followed me out and took their places on the stage ready to get the show on the way.

 When we were about half way through the set list a girl in the crowd caught my eye. It wasn’t like girls didn’t catch my eye but this was different. I couldn’t explain it; there was something different about her. I liked that fact. She had blonde hair that was down to her shoulders and was wearing an A7X tank top, hot pants, black tights and converses.

 After the show I decided to go out and feed seen as I could feel myself getting weaker. I decided to go to the park seen as there would be a load of people there that would be drunk. With me being exhausted from the show I just wanted a quick feed. It wasn’t long for me to find someone who was drunk out of their mind. I sank my fangs into the person’s neck. Just after I did I felt a blade press against my throat.

 “Get up now” a woman’s voice commanded me. I figured out that it was probably the slayer. I decided that I should do as she says. I didn’t want to die. Not just yet. We began to fight. She was different in terms of fighting because normally all slayers fight just about the same but she didn’t. The way she fought was totally different. I had to think on my feet. Even though she was fighting different I still had her pinned on the floor quickly. She was out of breath and her chest was rising and falling quickly. It clicked that she was the girl at the concert that I couldn’t take my eyes off of. My hand went to her throat automatically, this always happened when I came in contact with a slayer. It’s an instinct for vampires. My hand began to press against her throat. I was looking in her eyes. There was something in her eyes that I’ve never seen in a slayer before. I’d only ever seen it once before when I was human. It was the same I used to see in my ex girlfriend’s eyes. It suddenly hit me that it was love in her eyes. I heard footsteps nearby. I got up off of the slayer. When I looked up to see who it was, I saw that it was Jimmy, the drummer of my band. If I wasn’t one of the un-dead my heart would have skipped a beat or two. I looked back at the slayer with love in my eyes. Before I knew what was going on, her lips crashed against mine and she started to kill me passionately. I pushed her away. She gave me a look of confusion. “I’m sorry but I don’t swing that way”. I could tell by the look on her face that it was a shock to her that I was gay because it’s not the whole “M.Shadows” look. This look was about drinking, body building, starting fights, not caring what people say and being one of the straightest guys in the band.

 I began to walk away. Thos would probably spread around the fans like wild fire. Least she doesn’t know that Jimmy is my one true love.  

 “Matthew hold on” I heard Jimmy call behind me. Every time I heard him talk or sing he sends shivers down my spine. This was the only good feeling I felt. I turned round to face him and smiled, revealing my dimples. He smiled back sweetly. When he came up to me he put his arm round me. We began to walk. As we were doing so I rested my head on his shoulder. It was about time I showed my feelings towards him.

 “We have to talk” Jimmy said breaking the silence between us. I simply nodded.

 “Ok well the thing is…” he trailed off into silence.

 “Yes?”

 “I really like you”

 “Really?” he nodded, then his lips gently pushed against mine, kissing me. I smiled into the kiss. His lips were perfect and extremely soft. He was the first one to pull away.

 “I love you” he said. A smile played on his lips.

 “I love you too, with all my heart” if only I had a heart I thought to myself. We made our way back to the tour bus.

 When we got there I saw that the slayer was there. She must have been waiting for us to arrive. Her face was tear stained. I figured that she must have been crying with me being gay and not her having a chance with me. When I got closer to her and the door of the tour bus, it seemed that she was angry as well as upset. With experience in the past I knew that this was never a good thing especially with women.  Before I could do anything she came running towards us screaming abuse at mostly me. I saw a knife glint in the moon light. She was running towards Jimmy. I stood in the way so he would get hurt but he tried to push me out of the way. He wasn’t strong enough to move me. I pushed him to the ground.

 Before the slayer could slow down she penetrated the knife into me. The scream that escaped my mouth was blood curdling. I saw my thick black blood run down me and drip onto the ground. I looked at Jimmy and saw fear written all over his face. It was heartbreaking. He got up and started to pull the slayer off of me. She simply punched him and he was out like a light. Then she started to stab me repeatedly so she could get her anger out on me. I felt numb. Blood was pouring out of me. Finally she pulled out a wooden steak and shoved it where my non-beating heart lay. I instantly turned into a pile of dust.

I wanna change my name on buzznet but I don't how to.

So how do you?

Tell me (Y)

Kill Hannah tonight =D

With sexy Joelle (squishydoodle)

I love her! Forever!

Joelle wrote the last part.

Extra! Extra! Read all about it! Matthew wants to be a woman!

Yesh its true he wants to be a woman.

Me &; Laura worked it out (Y) coz we iz cool init mush.

Lets have a look to see what makes us say that shall we.

1) Poor Laura had to see Mattew wearing high heels, lippy and a frilly apron when he walked into her room [don't ask]

2) This picture explains some of it. Fucking dork.

3) In some pics you see of him he looks like hes wearing either lip gloss or lip stick.

So basicly we think that we should go have a gander in Ann Summers with him and Zacky =P.

Creative & Media – Avenged Sevenfold Album Review

Avenged Sevenfold are a Californian band that started in 1999 and consists of five members. The music genre that they are classed as is rock/hard rock. The name of the band members are M.Shadows (Matthew Charles Sanders – lead vocals), Zacky Vengeance (Zackary James Baker – rhythm guitar), Synyster Gates (Brian Elwin Haner Jr – lead guitar), The Reverend Tholomew Plague (James ‘Jimmy’ Owen Sullivan – Drums) and Johnny Christ (Jonathan Lewis Seward) 

 The self titled album was released in 30^th October 07. It was released with the company Warner Brothers. It has sold approximately 94000 copies worldwide.  

 The track listing is:

1.    Critical Acclaim

2.    Almost Easy

3.    Scream

4.    Afterlife

5.    Gunslinger

6.    Unbound (the Wild Ride)

7.    Brompton Cocktail

8.    Lost

9.    A Little Piece Of Heaven

10. Dear God

Within this album the band has experimented with incorporating different styles witch haven’t been seen before in their previous albums. Another thing which is different about this band is that they have insisted on producing this album their selves which seemed to have worked for them.

 To some of the fans of this band these new ways to the band have been a shock and some people have taken this as a band thing where as the band see this as change and the band is about change also they are seeing this as a way of moving up in their career.

 The album starts with the climatic 'Critical Acclaim', which is opened by a gothic organ, followed by two dulling guitars. This makes an outstanding opener for the bands album. The use of political words in the song delivers a strong impact on the listener, like many of their other songs have done in the past.

 The song “Afterlife” starts with the stringed instruments of the orchestra which creates the effect of an eerie atmosphere then they go straight into using the dulling guitars which is “typical” Avenged Sevenfold. The chorus is catchy with a bit of a pop element. The use of the electric guitars and the stringed orchestra harmonize very well. The lyrical content is able to be seen as either your own life or someone’s life with the way it has been wrote but in fact it is about a person who dies before he feels that his life should have ended and wants to have another chance at life. This song has been made into a single and has been quite successful.

 The song “a Little Piece of Heaven” is a twist to what you would normally hear by Avenged Sevenfold because the lyrical content isn’t anything what they have attempted before because the whole song tells a story which is more intimate than what they have done with previous songs and it also has a Halloween type of vibe. The song has lots of layers which add to the whole impact of the song. They also have a brass section and a choir which they haven’t used before. The way that M.Shadows sings this song makes more of an impact because he is telling it like you would tell a story and when The Rev songs the chorus he sings it angrily which is the effect you want from the chorus. Personally I think that they have pulled this song off very well and has become of their best musical pieces.

 Over all I think that this album is one of the best albums that they have produced and is a lot more meaningful than their albums in the past. This is backed up with them winning “best album” at the Kerrang! Awards 08.

Right we're doing a short story so I decided that it would be about A7X coz yeah lol. Anyways heres the major steps in it. Tell me what you think of it if you bother to read this.

• The vampire [Matthew] is on tour with his band Avenged Sevenfold.
• The band play a show and the slayer [Laura] is a fan of theirs and is at the show.
• After the show Matthew goes out to feed and ends up in a fight with Laura.
• He falls inlove with her.
• Matthew starts to get feelings for Jimmy.
• Matthew dumps Laura to be with Jimmy
• Laura kills Matthew because she is upset and angry with him so she wants revenge

<My POV>

 After Matt went I turned on the TV and watched Desperate Housewives. The whole house was silent apart from the sound coming from the TV. After the program finished I cleaned the place up. When I came to cleaning up the master bedroom I stood in the door way and looked where Rev used a sleep. I pictured him laying there sleeping, he always looked even cuter when he was asleep. I smiled to myself thinking of him sleeping.

 Waves of tiredness started to hit me. I hadn’t slept so good in the past few days…well a lot worse than what I was sleeping. I don’t really know why. I made my way over to the bed and lay down but I lay on Revs side. As I rested my head on the pillow, his sent was the only I could smell. It was soothing. As I closed my eyes slowly my mind kidded itself that he was still alive because when he was alive he used to wake up before me and go downstairs and I used to roll over to his side and I could still smell him on the pillow. It made me feel safe. I pictured him in my mind as I drifted off to sleep.

 I woke up an hour later when I did reality hit me like a full on car crash with Rev not being alive I descended back into depression fast. My thumb rubbed on the pillow and sighed heavily.

 I got up and went back downstairs, I fed Mr. Bungle and sat down and started to write. After I finished what I was writing I made my way to the garage carrying what I wrote with me. When I entered the garage I closed the door, I got in the car and placed the letter on the dashboard and switched on the engine and rolled all the windows in the car down. I put on Avenged’s last ever album and sat back in the driver’s seat.   

 After a while I started to feel drowsy because of the car fumes I didn’t bother fighting it. I slowly closed my eyes and breathed in deeply. I could slowly hear the music getting quieter and quieter as I was slipping away from the world.

<Matt’s POV>

As I was walking to the shops to buy a few things that I needed to stock up I noticed that the front door of Charlotte’s was kind of open. I went in and called her a few times. No answer. I went upstairs to see if she was up there and couldn’t hear me but she wasn’t. Then I went into the back garden to see if she was there, and again she wasn’t. I shrugged and went back inside and made my way to the front door. When I went out of the front door I closed it behind me so that burglars won’t come in and steal everything that had value which was just about everything.

 When I walked past the garage I could hear the car engine running I went over and opened the garage. The fumes hit me at full force. I couldn’t help but cough. I went in and saw Charlotte in the driver’s seat. I went running over, I carried her out of the garage. Her body was stone cold; I couldn’t make a guess of how long she’d been in the car. It was too late for me to try and bring her back to life because she had been gone for too long. She just looked like she was sleeping. I realized that the engine was still running, I got up and turned it off. My eyes skimmed the dash board; I saw that there was a white envelope that was addressed to me. I picked it up and opened and it and pulled the letter that was inside and began to read it:

 Dear Matt,

 I know that you’re going to be the one that probably finds me here. I’m sorry that you’ve found me like this. I couldn’t take being alive without Rev anymore, you of all people know how much he means to me and what effect he’s had on my life. Anyways let’s keep this short and sweet, I’m going to miss you a lot…well I don’t really know about that seen as I don’t know what’s on the other side. Thank you so much for trying your best to cheer me up and things like that, it did mean a lot to me but I guess in the end I couldn’t take it anymore. I do hope you’re not mad at me or anything like that.

Love

Charlotte

P.s: this song says just about everything. I know you’ll recognize it.

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

It's building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me,
You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

<Revs POV>

I saw everything, I just wished that I could have done something to stop her but with me being dead I couldn’t. It was a great shame. I felt familiar arms wrap round me waist I instantly knew that they were Charlotte’s.

 “You really are a silly girl”

 “I don’t care, all I need is you” she said as I placed one of my arms round her and pulled her closer to me. I knew that we were going to be together for all eternity.

 Finished finally lol. Please read, comment and buzz(Y)

 With the story about Matthew that will have to wait coz Ive decided Im kindof going to do the same for my English coursework and I dont want it to be just about the same so yeah. Sorry dnt kill meeee (Y) Oh and I would also like to thank Emily for giving me the idea for using I won't see you tonight part1 =)

Well I'm bored and can't think of anything for my story and I also like multitasking so I thought I would write this while doing a load of stuff.

Ok lets see that list then.

• To get rat arsed with them. For those of you who do not know what the phrase 'rat arsed' means it means get drunk(Y). Yeah I really would love to get drunk with them, it would be fun and I also want to hear one of Matthews tales that he tells wheile drunk. Who knows what will happen lol.
• Poke Matthew. Ok a lot of you know that I would love to poke that fucker. But I'm sorry how can you not want to poke him? Its just crazy not to lol. Theres a few places where I wanna poke him to heres the list: his nose, his dimples, his bottom lip, his nipple and his stomach.
• To get a death wish from Matthew. I dont know why but I just think it would be cool to get one off of him and just to get asked "so what did you do over the holidays?" and answer "oh nothing just got a death with off of M.Shadows". He probably would give me one with what I say about him heehee.
• To go on tour with them. Ok the only down fall to that is sharing a tour bus with them. I dont really fancy the first thing in the morning that I see is one of their minging legs dangling down in front of me, I'm sorry but I really don't like any of their legs. Oh and another down fall will be them with a hangover well more Matthew I can see him being really grr. But there is many plus sides to it like free A7X shows =P.
• To sit on Revs shoulders.I'm a short arse hehe but I wanna see what it's like from his height and also I wanna pat his hair.
• I would like to stick up for Johnny coz I feel for him. So it would just be nice to stick up for him and pick on one of the others apart from Rev coz I cant really think of anything to pick on him about and we all know that I have a really longgggg list to pick on Matthew about =D.
• Go watch one of them get a tattoo. I don't know why that is on my list but i guess it would be cool. But I wouldnt get tattooed coz I'm shit scared of needles.
• To dance with them. Well I don't dance coz I cant dance for shit but Matthew cant dance so I'm ok on that part. Have a dance off with one of them would be cool.

Well theres a lot more to that list but I thought that I would give you a few of them (Y). Hope you liked them.