Too Many Doses And I'm Starting To Get An Attraction

As my eyes scanned the classroom full of students I saw only one empty seat. Instantly I knew who should be sitting there. Even though I’ve been gone a while the routine seemed to be the same.

 After a while of me seeing what the class has managed to get done while I was gone Matthew came in. When his eyes saw me I couldn’t tell whether he was happy or shocked to see that I was back. Simply I just looked at him waiting for an apology for being late. It was obvious that I wasn’t going to get one. Today of all days I couldn’t be bothered arguing with him. When he started to walk to his seat I started to teach. My eyes skimmed a sheet that one of the teachers left me about the homework that they had set them. Seen as it was tied in with what I planned for everyone to do I thought that they should get it out and for me to check and see what they’ve done. When I told them everyone got their sheets out apart from Matthew. It didn’t come as a surprise to me. I went over and stood over his desk. Slowly through his eyelashes his eyes looked up at me, the expression on his face looked like he didn’t know what I was doing here. “So what’s your excuse for not doing your homework this time?” He was still looking at me. My eyes caught glance of his hand going into his pocket and digging out a scruffy piece of paper. He handed it to me with a smug look on his face. Quickly my eyes scanned the paper; it seemed to have some resemblance of the homework. I shook my head in disappointment and handed him back the piece of paper. His smug look started spread even more across his face. I couldn’t be bothered with him at all, “well you can’t do anything this lesson” I simply said walking away from him. When I returned to my desk and glanced at the rest of the class my eyes fell on Matthew, his legs were on the table, relaxing basically. He always was finding some way to rebel, it was him and nothing could change it at the moment. I knew today he was trying to see how far he could push me before I lost my temper. Fragile was more what I was feeling and anger wouldn’t really affect me today, I could tell, I don’t know why I came in today. I wasn’t ready to teach but least it took my mind off of everything that has happened in the last couple of months.  

Yes I know it is pretty short but I don't care. I hope you enjoy. You know what to do (Y)

Ok some of you may have been expecting another part to A Little Piece Of Heaven but there isn't as you can clearly see. The reason I'm writing this journal is that I can't really think of anything and everything I write is a load of rubbish and doesn't make much sense. So anyways I have decided to stop it.

Before you all start panicing about it [highly doubt that but it would be nice lol] I have another idea for a story but I haven't quite thought of a title. I've been working on it for a little while so that hopefully will be up soon with a fitting title to what my idea is for it. But I'm not going to tell you muahahahaha.

Probably none of you will care but I thought that I would be nice and tell you.

Happy birthday spotted dick =) 

The little fucker is finally growing up.

Yey for him.

Getting drunk on beer and wine.

Quite fitting really when you come to think of it.

I'm going to watch all of the Avenged DVD's as well.

(8) Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday dear Johnnyyyy

Happy birthday to you (8)

I hope he has a good day and shit.

That's like the only decent picture of him.

It's offically the best show ever.

Apart from Miami Ink of course (Y).

For those of you who don't have the pleasure of knowing what I'm A Celeb is I will tell you.

Basicly it's a reality TV show. They shove some celebrites that are famous over here in the UK in a jungle in Australia for a few weeks and us Brits get to watch them 24/7. They get voted off and who ever wins is named king or queen of the jungle. For them to win food they have to do a thing called a "Bush Tucker Trail" this is where the two camps [they get split up] go against each other to do tasks involving loads of disgusting bugs but the best trail is when they have to eat Kangeroo balls and a Crocodile dick, it's pretty funny to watch their faces. But they have to collect stars and who ever gets the most stars get to eat that night and have a proper meal where the other camp has to eat Beans and Rice.

It's presented by Ant and Dec who are two "comedians" for those who don't know what they look like here's a picture of them both.

The taller one is Ant and the other one is Dec.

Personally I think that Avenged should go in and do this show. I think it would be very funny but that's just me.
 

ok first off stuff grammer and punctuation for this journal

this is more of a rant to take my anger out instead of doing something that will hurt like.

ok right there's this girl that i absolutly hate and i really do wish she would fuck off out of my life FOR GOOD.

let me see, she mocks me every two fucking seconds even if it's an accidental mistake. as most of you may know im quite rubbish at spelling and apprently she's perfect so if i spell something wrong like even on the computer and its a simple spelling mistake she corrects me. it gets to you after a while. ok i do get a bit urgh ive gotta correct that person if they havent used their grammer/punctuation properly but i never do cause that is just underminding them and most of the time you can tell its a simple mistake like. not with her.

an other thing. im short. big fucking deal right. but to her she always has to take a fucking dig at me about it. is it my fault that im short? no, so why keep going on about it. like now im used to people commenting on my size and i just shrug it off but with her its just fucking lame and she should seriously stop it. i even joke about my height with people. i am light hearted about some things dont get me wrong like.

she also takes the mick out of people that are close to me. i dont really mind when its me but when its people i care about then it really does get to me cause they dont have the right to say shit about people they dont even know anything about. by this im not meaning avenged cause everyone does that and i dont really mind up to a point but i mean people like my family and laura.

her latest thing now is to try and act like shes my fucking mother. im sorry but did she give birth to me? fuck no (i dread to think what her kids are gonna be like if she ever has any). this is my life and no-one can tell me how to lead it especially not some stupid bitch that think shes fucking it. ok heres a bit of an msn convo we had:

im sorry but i have another test before maths. and i fucking know how important my fucking GCSE's are. im sorry that i dont revise until its coming out of my fucking ears and like 10 months in advance. everyone is fucking different and learns different ways. this doesnt give her the fucking right to tell me how to do stuff. i am my own person and i do things when the fuck i like and when i feel its right.

im truely dreding school on monday to spend it with that fucking bitch. she wont go away when you fucking tell her to she just keeps going on and on and on and on until your close to blowing your lid. least we're finishing early and i dont have to put up with her as much. no-one likes her like at all.

if you just read all that you really didnt have to at all.